Since coming to the UK, I have been trying to adopt more British terms when I describe things. Normally I'll go "OMG you are so sick", so the word sick does not necessarily mean that something is not feeling well. Instead of sick, the Brits prefer using the word ill.

SO, I am so ill. Unfortunately, I have been attracted to someone. And this is just bad news. Because it is an illness, it stops the brain from functioning normally and I'll eventually make a fool out of myself for doing something stupid, i.e. even typing about this in my blog. But there are worse cases that can be imagined.

I must keep my mind conscious, know exactly what I am doing and not do something that I feel like doing. What's the story all about? It's about a guy. And he's just like candy. Not a very appropriate word to describe a person, but yes he's candy. Sweetness for my eyes only. The law does not prohibit a person from looking at someone.

I know next to nothing about this person that I cannot possibly like him. But if someone manages to attract your attention in a good sense, you would not avoid yourself from being attracted. I do not wish for him to talk to me. Just the chance to see him occassionally is all I wanted.

So, leave me alone in peace. I need to recover from this illness before I'm dead.

Labels: infatuation