You know there are times you really wanna get some stuff and you secretly wish someone else could get it for you, but almost 99% of the time, you would never ever get it unless you buy it for yourself. Well, it varies really. Some people keep getting stuff they do not want in the first place and rather give them away, save showing at least some appreciation at all.

A person like me, unfortunately, do not and will not ever get to strike out any item in my list as being given to me as a gift, unless expressly begging for it, which in most cases, is rather pretentious and demanding. Why do I deserve anything in the first place? I clearly know that I deserve to fall and hurt myself, deserve to be unemployed, deserve to be cheated and deserve to be USED.

Well, to tell you the truth, I am a very short tempered person. I am trying to manage it but these petty things really do annoy me. Blame it on PMS if you please. And in case you even bother to find out what my wishlist contains, as for now, here it is.

#1. A GODDAMN JOB
#2. A new keyboard and mouse (please refer to the bottom post on why I need them)
#3. Money. For my TEXTBOOKS!
#4. Money. For a new BRA. (don't look at me like that. I had to wear the same bra for 1 week because that's all I could fit in to)
#5. A Me To You teddy bear for god's sake!! (I've bought at least 4-5 bears FOR other people when all I really wanted was IT) Ok forget that. I don't want it anymore. I want a..
#6. Gwee plushie. Yes. Period.
#7. A new handphone. Seriously. I hate iPhone and Apple and those money sucking companies who only market products FOR THEIR OWN POCKETS.
#8. Help. I need help. I'm just sick of life.

Have a nice day.