Maybe surrounded by
A million people, I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Sometimes I really hate to have this feeling of wanting to be somewhere other than here. Either way, I feel I'm not in the place I want to be. It's where I have to be. My apologies that today's entry is a rather emo post, people can cry sometimes.

My father decided for me to continue my Masters and BVC here after completing my degree. That will add 2 years to the period I'm away from home. I don't want to. I don't want to spend another 2 years of my life here alone.

Maybe things could have been a little easier if I had nothing bound to my heart. But I'm more and more convinced to have courage to go through the hardest obstacles. But it's so hard...

*sobs*


(It shatters my heart into a million pieces)