Had a wonderful dinner at Chinatown Express with my lovely flatmates, Angel and Ywen, I'm now feeling contented and increased in utility. It's been about 3 months since I tasted iced tea and iced coffee (kopitiam style). And it's only ₤1.50, which is cheap in UK when I try not to convert it to MYR. The taste still lingers on my tongue. How I wish I was sitting in a mamak or Old Town cafe.

While I'm taking a rest in my room, I went through my Hotmail inbox and found many old e-mails which have long been forgotten. As I read through them, I realised I have forgotten someone who, at a time, had touched my heart. He was just wiped off my memory. I don't know whether this person is still around/alive. I can't even remember who he is. He wrote to me a lot of times.

Guess I can now share them here since I no longer know this person's whereabouts. Nothing too private actually. Among them was this poem:

The space of inches becomes miles
Seconds to hours until I see you smile
Only then am I truly living
From the simple twist of lips you're giving

Everything I dreamed of I've found in you
Every heartbeat - every breath is life renewed
You're on my mind and in my heart
So close, and yet we are worlds apart
(Dated: 25/1/03)

I think it's beautiful. I mean, just reading it. Here's another one:

shuu says:been heartbroken many times
When you said that, my heart sank. I literally felt a strong pain in my chest. I'm sorry you've had your heart broken so many times. I know how you feel. A girl a long time ago broke my heart. But years later, when I thought I couldnt find someone that I could think about as much as I did her, I met you. You mean a lot more to me than either one of us know. Its a strange feeling I have. I'm not sure if I've ever felt this way about anyone. If I could have lived your life in the moments of pain that you felt, I would have gladly taken your place. I love you Shu.
(Dated: 05/2/03)

Who is this person?? *argh* I haven't even met him before. As I kept reading the next letter:

Subject: While you are sleeping...‏
The time is 6:32pm Eastern time zone and somewhere in the United States is a boy named Jason thinking about a girl named Celeste. He has just finished Valentine's Day shopping and went home to try and figure out how to call Celeste. Since she lives in Malaysia, he has to find out the country and city code. Now, he waits for his Celeste to wake up so he can call her and talk to her for the first time. Jason is crazy about Celeste because she is the kindest person hes never met. He thinks about her all the time and even had a naughty dream about her last night :P Also, in his search for the city code, he discovers the place called Penang Malaysia and sees the beauty in the city.

While looking at the pictures, he thinks about Celeste and what it would be like to be there with her. He thinks about what it would be like to see her for the first time, to hold her in his arms, to feel the soft touch of her skin. Even now, as he is thinking about her, he yearns to see her so much he is tempted to fly half way around the world for her. He is tempted to fly half way around the world to see a movie with her. He is tempted to fly half way around the world just to tell her, "I love you." But for now all he can do is wait. All this is happening while you are sleeping... I hope you have wonderful dreams!
(Dated: 06/2/03)

I freaked out after reading this one. O_O Someone from USA. Someone I used to chat with, I guess. He sent me a few more emails, but later on it just stopped. I wonder where this person has gone to.

Hmm.. unlikely love letters? Haven't got any since then. ^^