Had an awful tummy ache after dinner today. I was limping and clenching the creases of my skin, pressing my stomach and moaning in pain. Ask Angel, she thought I was going through labour. Until now I do not know what is the cause. Probably gastric or wind. Popped 2 pills into my mouth and went straight into a 3-hour sleep.

I was again awoken by yet the same disturbing thought, something that I am held suppressed to discuss. I shall yet again turn it down, till one day my voice can finally be heard. It's nothing of primal concern in the interests of harmony. ^^

The day was fine, and it's almost over. The long lecture hours on Thursdays followed by 2 hours tomorrow and I'm somewhat glad that the weekend's approaching. But it only shows that time passes by so quickly, so much to do, so little time. So much to say, yet things are often left unspoken, undone.

I shall anticipate some form of psychological change again as the year end draws near. Could be probably due to the weather, but mostly due to pressure. 5 x 3,500 word courseworks to be completed in 4 weeks. I could imagine myself in tears. I could anticipate the feeling of giving up. But let's just pray that things will go through smoothly. My coursework questions will be out tomorrow. I suppose that marks the start of that 4 weeks. I guess I'm just exaggerating. But that's just me.

Amongst others, I felt good today. Good to see a smile on your face, and to know that I made someone happy. I felt happy. That's the second best thing to be feeling. The best feeling is, perhaps, being in love? Or so says more than 3/4 of the world. The best reason to smile about is finding out that someone you like also has feelings for you. Haha. I'm being so random. ^^

By the way, how many of you actually went to find out what are those Japanese words in my previous post? Kawaii-ne? Pardon me for self-love, I think it's cute. LOL.