Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Sunset Bouleavard
Full credits goes to AMY for making this!!!
<3 simply loving it!
Oh btw Amy you made me CRY. I mean literally. Seriously. Think of more happy things and don't be sad ok. We will always be beside you, so remember us whenever you watch the sunset cos you know you will not be alone. You inspired me.
Speaking about the more egoistic me, it has been a while since I had such a feeling of being lonely. Sometimes I'd rather be alone in my quiet little space all to myself and do what I wanna do.. that's called privacy. I'm looking forward to experiencing that once I'm in UK.. all alone in my tiny rented hostel room... with no one to wake me or notice my presence, in case I die. Nobody around to care.
I live by words like "you live for yourself, and no one else." But it also depends on how you wanna live your life, be it colourful, or dull. I like excitement. I like something new. I like having fun. That explains why I can never be in a stable relationship. That explains why I keep breaking hearts, including my own. But seriously, I feel that I can get over things easily. I may be extremely emotional during a phase, and once I find something to keep my mind busy, that emo part of me changes again.
Call me a flirt, a slut, or whatever. I have enough self-confidence to get a date. But if I had to ask myself if I truly had feelings for someone so much I could fall in love, I would shake my head and reply "I've forgotten how it felt like to be in love." At times I really want someone there, at times I rather proclaim that I'm 'single and available and reaching me is just a phone call away'. I'm happy because I have friends. I don't care whether they are true to me or stabbing my back, as long as they treat me as a friend, there's nothing more I can ask for.
To all the people I love, I will always love you.
(Listening to Yiruma is either extremely calming or extremely depressing)
<3 simply loving it!
Oh btw Amy you made me CRY. I mean literally. Seriously. Think of more happy things and don't be sad ok. We will always be beside you, so remember us whenever you watch the sunset cos you know you will not be alone. You inspired me.
Speaking about the more egoistic me, it has been a while since I had such a feeling of being lonely. Sometimes I'd rather be alone in my quiet little space all to myself and do what I wanna do.. that's called privacy. I'm looking forward to experiencing that once I'm in UK.. all alone in my tiny rented hostel room... with no one to wake me or notice my presence, in case I die. Nobody around to care.
I live by words like "you live for yourself, and no one else." But it also depends on how you wanna live your life, be it colourful, or dull. I like excitement. I like something new. I like having fun. That explains why I can never be in a stable relationship. That explains why I keep breaking hearts, including my own. But seriously, I feel that I can get over things easily. I may be extremely emotional during a phase, and once I find something to keep my mind busy, that emo part of me changes again.
Call me a flirt, a slut, or whatever. I have enough self-confidence to get a date. But if I had to ask myself if I truly had feelings for someone so much I could fall in love, I would shake my head and reply "I've forgotten how it felt like to be in love." At times I really want someone there, at times I rather proclaim that I'm 'single and available and reaching me is just a phone call away'. I'm happy because I have friends. I don't care whether they are true to me or stabbing my back, as long as they treat me as a friend, there's nothing more I can ask for.
To all the people I love, I will always love you.
(Listening to Yiruma is either extremely calming or extremely depressing)
